It’s the fifth grade and I have just moved from DC to Portal. Georgia. Evidently I have been placed in the reject class. There is a class that’s quiet, and disciplined and educationally focused. However evidently I was not placed in it because I suppose in the portal’s view I 3as not good enough. How do I know about this class? Well the Country that portal to hell is in states that children must be instructed at their educational level in reading and math that is so I have to move to the sic high class class for reading and I see how quiet and respectful these students are.
Meanwhile in social studies I get to see the students in my class leaving the class in this wall free school to do cartwheels, play tricks on the teacher, and do whatever. My fifth grade mind thinks wow, they will never get a job like that being disrespectful to the teacher and just being plain out bad……….
In undergraduate school, my boyfriend is a Martin Luther King fanatic. He has every book, every speech everything. It was then I read Martin Luther Kings book and he bragged about being bad. He said when he got stressed he would jump out the top floor window of his families home. That’s not particularly bad but he thought it was. Then Ben Carson bragged about being bad. He beat up his brother. So I guess being bad in portal was a badge of honor. Unfortunately, in my prior location in the Nation’s Capital where many of my kindergarten classmates ended up as doctors, we were not bad but actually wanted the teachers respect and love.
Well we are all adults now and everyone is employed now especially the bad ones. It finally dawns on me that no one bothered to behave in class unless you wanted to be a doctor like maybe the high class class did. However believe it or not everyone had their job secured at birth. I’ll put it to you how L put it to us at the third university I attended: my uncle works for the postal service, I just need two years of college and I have a job being gay he does the fag dance, fag dance as he says this. Though he is goofy and literally looks like Mickey Mouse’s best friend Goofy we are happy for him because we think that society holds a job and promise for young intelligent individuals.
Not so, not so, our society has no place for the young and intelligent of us in those high places, only the well connected who may not be so smart. I think about my friend R and S. Two very intelligent people collecting certifications and degrees like candy but not quite getting the job.
I am almost a PH.D level Psychologist but have two statistics courses and a dissertation to write. I am self made. No one has helped me along the way. I have actively been a victim at every turn in this town portal to hell. The thing about portal is excellence in intelligence and traditional smarts is hunted down and squashed. They hope to squash and destroy it at an early age among a certain populace. Beautiful girl is an example I could think of, she hade everything beauty brains a perfect test score and kept getting mysterious letters from the other side of town to come to their schools, unfortunately the gatekeepers just like her hired by these schools to preserve their purity would literally try to destroy her because she was like them and that’s what they were hired for. So she was shy and did not talk and got recess taken away because she was not a heavy talker. Then maybe an hour ride to the school turned into two hours because of a group of chain stores were being built in the area and then a good girl got detention for waking up at 6am to go to school but still ended up being three minutes late and just refused to fight after that. This was portals way if there was a book written about the psychological needs of anyone portal did not know about it. Portal was actually a training ground for unofficial slavery for their province. Be bad be mean but be on time and show up. You did not even have to complete the task or do it well just do something and that’s how they trained them.
Portal since it was controlled by people who they were controlling also hunted down their homies vendettas. If you don’t like this person and we like you portal would find a way to destroy this person through egregious and unbelievable lies. Lies that not even a two year old could find believable but it worked for them…..
Portal to hell has a real portal to hell because of the evil in this town and I have seen it. To be continued